Who did that to you? Who fucked you up so bad, emotionally and mentally that you’ve completely shut down anyone who tries to help you. You don’t talk about your feelings, you push kind people away, and you let negative people in. You refuse to open up and let someone love or care about you. Who fucking did that to you?
as a Taurus, being forced to start something new while your heart has just gone through a stomping.. is literally one of the most soul-breaking things I’ve ever had to do